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“The Trembling Signature of Life”

My name is Saeedeh —
a Gilak woman from the city of rain.
Since childhood, the scent of damp soil and the rhythm of raindrops on the roof have filled my soul with poetry and color.
At fifteen, I found my closest friend — a paintbrush.
In art school, I learned how to place my feelings onto a canvas, how to let my heart speak through colors.But as life unfolded, I realized art was my refuge, not my profession.
I didn’t want love to turn into a job.
So, I chose to study Physical Education — another passion that kept my spirit moving and alive.
Life went on peacefully.
I graduated, built a family, and God blessed me with a son — Sepanta, the light of my life.
Everything was fine… until one day in 2015,
when the sky of my life grew cloudy:
“Saeedeh, you have Multiple Sclerosis.”
The world went dark.
The girl full of energy, the woman who loved to move and create — suddenly faced a body that no longer obeyed.
My hands trembled, my legs weakened, and my soul wandered between fear and anger.
After months of tears and silence,
I picked up my brush again.
My hands trembled…
the lines danced — unplanned, uneven.
At first, I was scared.
Then I smiled.
Maybe this trembling wasn’t my weakness…maybe it was my signature.
From that day on, painting became more than art —
it became rebirth.
Each shaking line reminded me that courage still lived within me.
At 42, with those same trembling hands, I began learning calligraphy —
adding a new melody to my soul.
Now, every artwork I create carries traces of color, faith, and acceptance.
I no longer chase perfect portraits or the sharp edges of Cubism.
I paint life as it is — trembling, imperfect, yet full of love.
This trembling…
is my signature, not my flaw.
I have accepted that life can be hard, unfair, and unpredictable —
but it is still beautiful, still worth living.
I am Saeedeh —
a woman who learned that even when her hands shake,
her heart beats stronger than ever.
Because this life is mine…
and I deserve the very best.

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